lets do lunch

i think most people go yippee free lunch, i tend to go why? what u want? why?
so today i have to go for lunch with the dean, which i could skip and say sorry but some book grabbed me in the library and it wasn't possible to free myself, or i could bite down real hard on my tongue and go sit quietly with the rest of the faculties contributing buddies and leave promptly using the excuse of a root canal treatment, or i could stay home go back to bed and pretend it was another day....

i am not good at schmoozing, i don’t like self gratification or slaps on the back, being in this situation is very foreign. i have managed to pass through the halls of school without pissing many off, getting ok grades and making my contribution to society. why now in my 11th hour is the dean so keen to say good-bye?

more on this later i feel sick, my stomach hurts and the tension of polite conversation makes the torture in ‘hostel’ seem reasonable…