up up and away

or so the saying goes... what must go up must come down... some law or the other

i went up and only came down cos a guy with much more strength and control than myself was able to grap hold of that harness he had let go for a millisecond and reel me back down to ground where my pea sized feat should have been planted.

i have tinges and pangs every now and again when i feel my body subside and slip into the stayed and unused to-a-desk-back-from-one form to get out and throw off the slow and arced shape that it has taken. this also leads to questions, unanswered, filled with the why's and what if's of indiscriminate choices made in the pursuit of life's purposeless goals...

there are people out there who have 'broken' from the shackles and live out there on the fringe. perhaps it is me and other day trippers that live on the fringe and actually these folks who devote a life to folly and energy educing activity that live the life of normallacy?

so 2 weeks yesterday i shall take up another kite and begin the next phase - body dragging!